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10:43 PM Selling my TVset away... its a 21inch Sony flatscreen tv. those who are interested let me know.. i am selling for $180. and a additional $20 will allow me to send the TV to your home. and we can deal downstairs of your HDB or outside your private estate or property.

TV used to play Xbox and watch local tv programmes. No warranty. and i bought it for $600. selling for a fraction of its price which i feel that its a steal!

posted some pictures here.... if u wan bigger pictures, u can go to the 2 links i attached at the bottom of the entry.









Yahoo! Auctions Page:
http://auctions.yahoo.com/sg/auction/99216081

Brotherhood Of the Box (Singapore Xbox Forums) large pictures!!!
http://www.bob.com.sg/forum/showthread.php?p=268869


Kudos for me again !! dun let this great deal get pass you again !! grab it now !

9:01 PM i sold my Xbox.. and yah.. managed to secure a few deals which will help me improve my buffer funds for me next upgrade which will be coming soon. in fact my forecast for this year will have around 2 upgrades. one which is next month june, and the other upgrade will be november-december. and one pending one will be 2yrs.

something which made me extremely upset and dissapointed *blame me for being emotional, because i am now!*

there is this RSS Constellation visit tommorow. and its a aircraft carrier ! (i knew it a way long time before because the previous time when it visited singapore, i wasnt able to visit it because my rank was too junior. and now! i cant visit because of the FUCKED up communication system they had in HQ, they never even bother to inform me and ask if i am free to attend, and to think that my friend told them that i will not be free on sunday.. HE BLARDY assumed that i will not be free without asking..

i am waiting for so long for this trip...... and now i am freaking dissapointed, freaking fuming mad, and freaking pissed off.....

my weekend spoiled... because i missed another once in a lifetime opportunity......

totally dissapointed..... i will express my dissapointment and unhappiness to Commander. i make sure he knows about this... and when i know who is the one doing the informing, i will make his/her life very hellish.. and when i say it.. i mean it....... i dun care even if he/she is going to be ORDed or RODed...

i dun want to spray anymore violence in this blog anymore.. i am sick of it. tired of all this shit.

UTTERLY UPSET. EXTREMELY DISSAPOINTED.CANT BELIEVE IT! ITS ACTUALLY HAPPENING LIKE THIS.......

@#$%?@!#$%^

3:21 PM finally i've decided to sell my Xbox away... those who know me from the start should know that i take extremely good care on my equipments and my stuffs that i own.

cant bear to leave this xbox of mine but no choice its gotta go to a good and nice home... and hope the new owner will use it more den i do...







For those who are interested in purchasing this mean and lean machine, i will deliver to your nearest MRT and we will deal there. i will sell this set at $190 with NFSU2 Original included and a extra new Original Controller.

Please email me at glennyong@hotmail.com should u require further clarifications and doubts you may have.

I will deal in Singapore only. I will NOT ship internationally. COD terms. No Installments. No Student Rates. No Discounts.

Related Threads and pages to where this sale is done.

http://www.bob.com.sg/forum/showthread.php?t=24518

http://auctions.yahoo.com/sg/auction/99160290

Kudos for me... =)

10:07 PM recently was involved in a prototyping in a new product. its a personal product, with no blueprints or watermarking in mind or the registering too.

it was a idea to replace a particular product because i found it to be too weak. and so decided to re-design its circuits and functions to make it 3 times more powerful. in short, MORE JUICE!

photographers will know that i mean by more JUICE.. hahahaa... we need to have more juice, if not we will die on the spot when the camera and flash dies off.

rather busy in redesigning and researching circuits and possible construction methods...

lol.. now the critical part and component which will determine the project's success.. that freaking power connector from Nikon Singapore....

(prays hard that i will have access to it... )

thursday is 2molo. and the end is coming and school is starting... CRAPS!! boring school...

i was watching this particular video about a teenager's life. i know its kinda childish. but it does reflect "us" as teenagers about our desire for material luxuries, the blunt excuses about genes and stuffs.... ok.. enuff said, the show's title was "I was once a teenager faust". i think i did had this stage where i asked myself qns like "why do i look like this" "why am i fat" "why do i need to wear specs" "why do i have to walk to school, take the public buses and trains while others drive" "why do others have a pretty girlfriend even though they look like freaking shit and monkeys to me and i am still single" "why do i have to be a nerd" "why do i have to go ite" "why cant i be like the rest" "why cant i be smart" "why cant i be rich" "why cant i have a super rich dad who can afford me cool cars and a cool home"

and if only i can sell my soul after i die..... i think the trade off is rather worth it since all of us will live for once.. who cares about reincarnation anyway... u wun be able to recall whats ur previous life too.....

anyway. i read up on the supernum's blog and the forum. just felt that the changes are disencouraging, and of course. being one of the most senior pple.. looking at all this changes which defies all of our initial proud traditions make me extremely upset and dissappointed at the direction HQ is taking now. but nevertheless. as long as i am given command for a camp or training. i will make sure that things get done in my way. proper traditions are carried out. and all "trying-to-be-funny" jokers will face my music. and if u think that being in supernum will give u more power and bigger balls.. think twice.. u are being childish... when u step in my field and my playground. u go by the rules.. and its my rule. u take my way or u go the highway...

(Utterly dissapointed in u ***. and despise people in supernum who u think u are having big balls... *i dun hate all supernums, but i hate a handful of them and fuckers who think u can win by using ***'s name, giving me shit like ***say this, ***say that..i dun give it a damn man..* think twice before u do any thing that will piss me or my fellow clts off. and even if u are a clt. i will also make sure i black list u till u are as good as being discharged....)

My Game. My Rules... break it.. and face the music of ur end.

8:11 PM gheez... i am sooooo jealous with those "geeks" on tv.... for those who have cable tv. theres this new tv reality show called "The Geeks and the Beauties".

and if u were to look at those geeks....... i would say they are the ultimate geeks u will ever find... and those beauties....

ok frankly speaking. i wouldnt admit openly, but deep in my heart i am drooling so much till it can fill countless olyumpic sized swimming pools.... omg.......

no wonder they are called beauties....

waah....... look at them man....

and yay! i am now a official boatman! lol..... 1 licence down. 1 more to go!

next saturday will be out at sea !! sun tan lo!! den i will be like "black" enough to go back class.. and be the sun-kissed man!! and show to those white sissies that i am no longer white !!

MAN~~ i will be black !! and be the man! not the sissy white men !

1:34 AM yos...I have a few sets of lens to sell. All of the lenses are New and have International Warranty from Nikon Hong Kong.

a) Nikkor AFS VR 105mm F/2.8mm ED IF (2Sets) @ $1850
b) Nikkor AFS 28mm - 70mm F/2.8 ED IF (1Set) @ $1700 with 11mths warranty.
List Price for 28mm-70mm is SGD$3800

Grab it now while it last !!!!!!!

tempting huhs! but too bad... all the lenses dun suit my style in photography. maybe mid 2007 - mid 2008 i will get the 28-70mm or the 70-200mm VR.

till 2molo. i guess i will now go to bed.. its realli late !!

2:20 PM sigh. cant find the sony memory stick reader.. if nt i can upload my computer's utter mess after i tried "digging" its guts out. its now dead because i took out part of its brain which is called the hard disk...

and its now officially pronounced dead on Wednesday 19th April 2006 @ 2.20.10pm.

The hard-disk served me for 1year before giving up and i will be changing it because theres still warranty...

i think i should just pay abit more and get the 80 or 120gb SATA ones... and beat the crap out of them....

ok if onli the reader was here.... then u will see the freaking harddisk lying on the table... Hmmmm... should i use the Razor on the laptop ?? (for the time being ? hehehehe...)

and today's wednesday !! saaad... holiday ending soon. massive loads of work !

8:44 PM sigh..today is tuesday! time flies. tommorow is already wednesday. hope to hear from jeff.... my lens !!

dunno wad to write today too.... but i just find the 98.7 moblog kinda farni.. lol.. esp the promos they did on air.

Vernon A: Justin took a poop today. i had to clean the carpet.
Justin: I took a poop today. i hope nobody cleans it up... i left it for shawn..

hahahha!!!

i have a question to all for those who are bored !

Qns: Why is the computer feeling cold ?

10:03 PM ok! its good friday. i know some people go to the church, some people prefer camping in the forest... some people prefer to stay at home because its raining ! and yah.. i was at home tweaking computers again... i am a geek. wad can i say. u seldom see true geeks nowadays..

I am a freaking geek. so which girl would like to go out with a poor and geeky geek ?

ok. for those who are utterly bored. my brudders showed me this vidclip. so i tot i would just share the "happiness" with all who reads the entries i write. =)

www.2dorks.com/video/can_crushing_mamma.wmv

hahahahaa.... "OUCH! "

3:54 PM Those who missed or wishes to watch the Gospel of Judas. please let me know ok ? i finished downloading the National Geographic Specials on the Gospel of Judas.

not bad documentary for those who like religious discoveries. Theres another week special called Special Bible Week on NGC soon. i think its on the 24Apr-6May. i dunno. gotta check it out...

some issues like the apocalypse and revelations will be discussed in this new series... =)

(ps for wrong spelling if any)

12:32 PM gosh... was up early this morning just to watch Lost 2.... sigh.. the storyline plot is become more and more obvious....

i not going to write some spoilers here. but i am at episode 18, and i am downloading 19 from channel NBC.

looks like i have to source for new serials to watch... Rescue Me seems like a good one thou...i havent read up on its story summary yet...

hmmmmmm..... Lost 2 is coming to an end for the US series. and i guess thats about it.. i dun think there will be a Lost 3..... hahahaa!!!

ok end of entry! XP

10:08 PM was away paying a visit to the doctor (again....) result not very good either. we discussed something about family genetics and etc etc.. not going to elaborate further.

and its not going to put me down in anyway possible!

so doctor's solution..

a)Lesser self-imposed stress
b)Take more time to myself to relax
c)Immediate change of daily diet
d)Constant watch on protein intake.

he also said.."u better stop taking body-buliding proteins" i was like crapped up.. since when i take those !!! and i dunno why is everyone saying i look like some bodybulider ??? CRAP !!!!

anyway... day ended with crappy mood... and those who are bored, check Orisinal from my links.. hahahaas...

and jeff told me the lens was sold !!!! *dissapointed* i must start looking man! sian. now how i wish i can read chinese without problems.... crap..

11:49 PM OK!! guys wonderful news to all who is bored now... go and read this !! and be amazed.. be very amazed !!

hahahahaahhha ! i almost freaked out ! and pee'ed in my pants !!

http://asia.news.yahoo.com/060410/ap/d8gt3t6g2.html

yah go read it and pass it around. for those u think u can help this man, please help this man! coz not even the whole world can save him.. hhahahha..

and erm. its a international news. go do a search... and u see this news article appearing from CNN to CNA to CNBC to FOXnews to STARnews..... and etc etc.... hahaha...

article of the month !

4:22 PM after much trying and configuring, the laptop and the camera has been finally connected to work and compliment each other.

now the camera can send photos directly to the laptop wirelessly over 30m radius range.

finally got it up and running...

-orange. my dreams is not war-ish ok. at least nt for last night... sigh. okok. i guess too much lotr liao.

AND I NID A JOB !!!! taking up freelance assignments isnt enough !

10:26 AM before i start my day rolling. i would like all my blog readers to pickup today's Straits Times. and today is 9th April 2006.

if you were to read the main section of the newspaper, page 6, above the GE column.

I would first like you to read the headlines. and continue reading.....

For those who arent from RJC, forget about serving the nation...

look whos being "biased". look whos being "one-sided". look whos being such a.^&*(!#.

really dissapointed to see him making such a comment. which i worry what does my future in singapore holds for me.

totally dissapointed... if ONLY i am allowed to speak on national tv, i know many people out there will share alot of similar idealogy about the System.

6:07 PM finally sold the lens away... and guess i have lesser burden now.. but looking forward to my next upgrade which would be the legendary "Holy Trinity" lens of the Nikkors. which is the AFS 17-35mm f/2.8 !!

*droool*

the transmitter came in yesterday. the lens got sold today. i am wondering if the canon pay came in ornot .. sigh.

oh wells.. still looking for weekend jobs and now some temporary jobs...

and i guess there will be some upgrades coming soon!!!! haahhahas...

and of course lets all welcome our Orange into the club !! be part of the Fat Wulahs !!! hahahahahas.. u the fat wulah !! hahahahahahahahaahhaahhahahha !!!!

okok. dun suan u liaos... =D

5:20 PM today went to collect the transmitter !! yay !! and it was realli a meetup of the titans...

there was jeff, who was the seller. he is a fashion photographer for a hong kong fashion magazine, and a landscape photographer for another agency. and the best part, he is one of the running up asians who will be the next national geographic photographers !!!! and he is coming to his 50's now....

and there was this guy, who was rather talky, he was from our Wan Bao, chinese evening newspaper, a journalist... gosh.. some of the big shots....

was listening to their stories and i must say i still have a very long way to go if i wanna make it big...

anyway. jeff agreed to help me out in my future lens purchases... heh! better hold on to this guy tight!! he will be my saviour soon !! hope he can help me in as many ways as possible...

and guess what. the lens is sold.. to the man.my brainwashing technique did work afterall.. heh!! i am $900 richer and $900 closer to my $1100 target for my new lens !! hahahahahaa.....

11:23 PM today went to sell the lens. i dunno if the buyer is sincere or simply wasting my time. so i guess i will have to source for other alternatives just in case.. but i will damn the man if he is really wasting my time...

my transmitter will be in singapore tommorow... and prolly i will pick it up by this week or the next. and if i dun get that lens sold. i will be in deep trouble...

joined a freelance photographer agency. hope to expand from here. so slowly work my way up too.

no sound from carrefour either. and here i am, wasting my first week like this. i hate it when things dun turn out the way i wanted it to be...

i am damn fustrated. and i cant vent it out. and its definately impossible for me to vent it out by typing and pressing some keys at the keyboard...

fustrated because no $, fustrated because no jobs, fustrated because things dun turn out the way i wanted it to be!!

i am signing off. i need a listening ear.. i need someone whom i can talk and relate to... and why isnt there someone who can listen my woes ? issit because i am some kind of freak ?! .....

(darn it.. i hate it when pple do that... and by the way, Lost 2 episodes 1 -15 has completed it downloads..)

9:44 AM ok..today another feature on my 2 shi fu grandmasters!! Jon and Eric !! hahahahaas !! ok.. didnt get their permission to post these pictures but anyway, they are ok with it... just to show how trips could get exciting when i go out with them... hahahhas!! who says my life is boring....

my life is far more exciting den just hitting town ok !!


The RUSH!!!!




"The Rover Recovery Vehicle" lols... i think its the other way round... always.. haha!




The exchange of locations and informations and last minute stuffs.. and there u see. the legendary doctor who specialises in trauma and emergency in NUH...




Inside the 4WD.. Looks like Humvee going to war in Iraq huhs !!! shiok rites ??!! hahas




after one year. light is shed to the weekly safari that i attended (sometimes..) hahahas... i present u the Men and Women of Valor of AWA! lols... no women yet.. =P

10:46 PM for those who is wondering what is the links of Men and Women of Valor, and the Big Blue Van.

i will now also explain yahs..

Men and Women of Valor, a gallery dedicated to the Singapore's Bird Watch group and the Avian Photographers in Singapore. not a really big group here, but i am really proud to have them as my big brothers and sisters who keep motivating me to carry on with this. Some people to thanks would be named here.

Johnathan Cheah AKA (WKcheah76)
Eric AKA (MountainMan) or known as "cockanathan doctor of NUH" (hahahas!)
Alex AKA (Fuse)
Khian Pheng AKA (Miles)
Allan Teo AKA (AllanTeo)
Mervin AKA (mervin) my big brother!! yays!! no birding session is fun without him!
Arthur AKA (arthur) mervin's clone brother. hahaha! dun look alike..
Steven AKA (Garion)

and others like Fred and Joe! fellow nikonians from the same society!

ok as for the Big Blue Van... for those who kept track of my movements last year, this blue van is the society's Combat vehical. its called the Bradley Fighting Vehicle, it can mount 3 - 4 600mms or smaller, and the front can mount 2 more 600mms. The Main Battle tank of the society against our avian feathers. hahahhaas...

MountainMan's Ford 4WD, not featured in the website, is the society's light recovery vehicle or can be doubled up as a heavy weapon's strike vehicle. it can mount 4 600mms on the rooftop, 2 600mms on the front seat, and 4-5 600mms on the side... hahaha... (theres a black or orange vehicle to choose from..hahahs.)

ok so much for the fellow brudders... hahahaas.. havent managed to know any young and pretty photographers yet... (SIGH!!!)

10:21 PM today went to book for the PPCDL practical test. and gt the nearest one which is 22nd april. 3.30 session. so i guess i can have the morning refresher before i go again.

today went to carrefour to sign the application form... and well. dunno if i will get the job. and i HOPE i dun get to work at the Food section.. coz it sucked man... i want to work in the electronics department la.. better !! anyway. lets hope they give me good jobs there...

and i went to peninsula.. (AGAINs!! yeah.. long time never paid a visit there..)

was wondering if i should sell all my lens to get a trinity lens, which will cost me $1.7k for a 2nd hand one.. its the lens i always wanted for my wedding assignments and future studio works thou...

Nikon AFS ED IF DX 17-55mm F/2.8 !!!! (drool... for those who know nikkor systems this would be a must have lens in every professional's inventory)

and after walking for a while, my foot hurts again... just when i tot i have been recovering well.. oh wells.. not recovered well enough i guess....

heh.. Sze Kiat found a "magic drainpipe" for me at London... lets hope he finds it.. coz this "Magic Drainpipe" will fulfill my dreams once and for all..... *prays hard..*



When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second
just cause I know I can, but
I can't pretend this is they way it will stay,
I'm just Lying to defend the truth
I can't pretend
I'm who you want me to be so i'm lying my way from you
I wanna be closed inside so let me go

Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
And anywhere on my own, cause I can't see
The very worst part of you IS ME

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and...

yo, the more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm Lying my way from You
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
And anywhere on my own, cause I can't see

The very worst part of you
the very worst part of you IS ME
This isn't what I wanted to be,
I never thought what
I said would have me running from you LIKE THIS!




8:13 AM today will be a messy day.. alot of things to do...

and the week will be rather packed with lots of events..

monday i will go to Singapore Poly to enrol for PPCDL and i will have to arrange for refresher course on the same day, that will cost me $90.

on the same week, the sales of my beloved lens will be $900 - $950.

and the collection of my camera wireless transmitter... $100.. (heh! special price.. pple haf to pay $1200 to get a new set.. and mine a new set too! and i paid $100.. hahahaha!)

wednesday workshop....

saturday i think i am going down to help out in AKE. practice my BTH. (Boat Technical Handling)

well..... at least theres a few things i have in mind to buy... to neccessary upgrades..

5:32 PM finally i have concluded to what i need now.

its not attention from anyone. neither from singapore nor from a faraway land.

what i need now is complete solitude.

i need complete concentration.

i need to FOCUS on my ongoing concurrent goals.

i dun wish to risk it all because of one small "distraction". i know i am now going to have my head exploded because of extensive stress. but i will take it in my stride.

please... give me some breathing space and leave me alone for the next few months so that i can concentrate fully on my studies, assignments, and every other thing which i need to put priority on. and if it means to cancel my holidays for all these. i will do it. but please dun force me to cancel these holidays because i need them.

BUT should i have to cancel them. i really hope you can understand the amount of work i have to handle. its not something i can do about it because work always take priority in the environment i am in. work. money. all come first. every other thing is secondary protocols.

hope to shed some light now...